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bodldops ([personal profile] bodldops) wrote2004-04-15 11:36 pm
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I should be happy.

I've got my stories onto 'Stories of Arda'... one of the reviewers really liked how I write. I'm going to be the center ref for two under-10's soccer games on Saturday. I'm going to get to see M&C again tomorrow. It's Friday tomorrow. I have a kitten who I think likes me. Doctor Peter is going to write a letter of rec for me for vet school.



So why am I not happy?

I'm tired of being the odd man out. I'm tired of being the strange one. I'm tired of being told how horrible I am.

............................

I'm probably over-reacting. I'll look at this tomorrow, or Saturday, and consider deleting it. But right now, I'm wishing I lived somewhere very far away, and by myself, with only my kitten, so no one could tell me what a big, fat, loser I am.

Like I don't tell myself that a half-dozen times a day at least. Sheesh.
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[identity profile] artemis85.livejournal.com 2004-04-16 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
You can come live somewhere far away with me, and we'll both be big, fat losers. Except I'll be the big fat loser part, and you'll be the smart, witty, and overall spiffy person. =P

Seriously, though, you are, and you don't ever have to be alone.

If things get too bad, you can always talk to me. Heck, you can come visit me. Or I'll come visit you. Or you can call me on the phone, if you wanted to. Honestly, I'd do anything I could for you guys. It wouldn't be some huge sacrifice on my part, either, and I'm not just saying it to make you feel better. I mean it.

'Member that, kay? *huggles*

[identity profile] artemis85.livejournal.com 2004-04-16 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I think it's rather odd how we'd both get stuck with this kind of feeling at the same time. We're just lucky, I guess.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/wen_/ 2004-04-16 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, you're going to worry me to death, the both of you. How about let's be happy? I know that's hard to do a lot of times. But both of you just wait, I'll hug you yet one of these days. But for now, *huggles* will have to do. Be happy! I love you both! ^_^

[identity profile] artemis85.livejournal.com 2004-04-16 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, it's okay Wen. *huggles Wen*

[identity profile] artemis85.livejournal.com 2004-04-16 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
And why not be strange? You're not strange compared to me. =P If you mean 'strange' by unique and interesting, then yes, you are strange. :)

Okay, done now. Really.
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