I should be happy.

[bodldops]

I've got my stories onto 'Stories of Arda'... one of the reviewers really liked how I write. I'm going to be the center ref for two under-10's soccer games on Saturday. I'm going to get to see M&C again tomorrow. It's Friday tomorrow. I have a kitten who I think likes me. Doctor Peter is going to write a letter of rec for me for vet school.



So why am I not happy?

I'm tired of being the odd man out. I'm tired of being the strange one. I'm tired of being told how horrible I am.

............................

I'm probably over-reacting. I'll look at this tomorrow, or Saturday, and consider deleting it. But right now, I'm wishing I lived somewhere very far away, and by myself, with only my kitten, so no one could tell me what a big, fat, loser I am.

Like I don't tell myself that a half-dozen times a day at least. Sheesh.

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/wen_/]

Oh, you're going to worry me to death, the both of you. How about let's be happy? I know that's hard to do a lot of times. But both of you just wait, I'll hug you yet one of these days. But for now, *huggles* will have to do. Be happy! I love you both! ^_^

[artemis85.livejournal.com]

Aw, it's okay Wen. *huggles Wen*